Do you find yourself assuming you have another day? What is keeping you from living today to its fullest? I have several projects waiting to be started and I keep assuming I am going to have plenty of time to complete them. I have come to realize that I need to live my life with more intention…as if I was going to meet my Creator tomorrow. Recently, a couisin of mine, in his thirties, went out with his wife to a party, came home went to sleep and never woke up. He left behind a wife and two small children. It is still hard to grasp that he is gone.
I want to leave a mark on the lives of my children. I want them to remember the craziness in our house…the giggling, the singing and the laughing. I want to write letters to them to let them know how much they mean to me, so that when I am gone, a small piece of me is left behind.
What is holding me back? Maybe it’s fear. Fear of what is to come after I die. I know that I will see God one day and that He has already forgiven me of my sins, and He loves me more than I can imagine…I just want Him to see me arrive at those “pearly gates” and have Him embrace me. I want to feel the embrace with every part of my being. I can’t wait for the aroma of Christ to envelop me.
I don’t know what plan Christ has for me, but I do know it’s a big one (Jeremiah 29).
What I do know is that I need to live a life pleasing to Christ. Accepting others despite their past and living in a state of forgiveness. It’s a tall order, but I am striving to surrender myself every single day to Him.
Today I Am Thankful For:
1. gas station coffee
2. hearty laughs
3. basic black
4. pipe cleaner bracelets
5. cardstock
