It’s been a crazy couple of days. I was off work last week for a few days g with my Christian in the hospital and I have been slammed at work. I think today I might actually be able to take a breath. It’s all good though. I would rather be busy than twiddling my thumbs.
In the midst of “catching up” I also had to do some reading and posting for school. I did not think I would be able to do it. Being in the hospital this last time took a lot out of me. I’m still not sure why, because I’ve been in the hospital for much longer periods of time.
I guess the bottom line is that it never gets easier.
This week I’ve started to really think about what I am doing….being a mom, with a little one that has more medical needs than most, being a wife, working full time, going to school, trying to take part in a Bible study online, and trying to take care of myself.
It’s not working. It’s just a bit too much.
I am at a point in my life where I may have bitten off a bit more than I can chew.
School has started to freak me out. There are times I am reading my assignments and it may has well been in Chinese! It’s just a new language and I am really doubting whether or not I can do this. And I’m wondering if I’m in school for the right reasons.
What are my intentions? Why am I doing the things I am doing?
It’s a journey. A journey to living my best life. A journey to determining what is most important.
The center of my life is God. At least it should be. I am letting everything else take over….and it’s time to focus.
Today I Am Thankful For:
1. Grapes
2. Being productive
3. Being a couch potato
4. My new chiropractor
5. Leftover turkey
