For the longest time I would get up around 5:30 am, get dressed and ready for the day and would spend time alone in the quiet of the house before everyone got up. I would write in my journal my prayers to God and read scripture.
Why did I stop? Did I really think I could “do life” on my own?
As it is I am struggling.
My eating habits are out of control right now, my overall focus is off kilter, and the self talk in my head is taking me places I should not even go. I am even on the cusp of trying to talk myself out of taking the class I am signed up for in Seminary.
I’m just scared.
Scared that I am off track….and it’s proving harder to find my way back than I ever thought.
Today I Am Thankful For:
1. being honest
2. the Food Network
3. a stack of clean t-shirts
4. half empty bottles of water
5. my 300th post!
