My days have been better (I thank you for your kind comments and prayers.)
I have made an “A” in my first online class for my Master’s degree, a very special high school friend reached out to me, I had a productive week at work, went to my first Zumba class and loved it, and spent time with friends last night.
Doing the next right thing is paying off. That is one of the ways I battle my depression. I move slowly but surely by doing what is next on the list. Sometimes it’s as basic as getting out of bed and getting dressed and then it moves to bigger things like actually thinking about what tomorrow may bring.
There is a verse that keeps surfacing for me. It’s times like this that I am so glad that I have committed some verses to memory. They appear in my heart when I need them the most.
I shared this verse from 2 Corinthians earlier this week. Here is the version from “The Message.”
My strength comes into its own in your weakness. Once I heard that, I was glad to let it happen. I quit focusing on the handicap and began appreciating the gift. It was a case of Christ’s strength moving in on my weakness. Now I take limitations in stride, and with good cheer, these limitations that cut me down to size—abuse, accidents, opposition, bad breaks. I just let Christ take over! And so the weaker I get, the stronger I become. 2 Corinthians 12:9
When I really look at my struggles with depression I know this verse is true.
Christ’s strength appears during my depression. It’s not my power that pulls me out of my depression it’s Christ! I am never alone. When I am talking to myself, I am actually talking with God. When I am debating on whether or not to get out of bed, I am conversing with God and He is there encouraging me to do the next, right thing. His power is evident when I am feeling my worst.
God never leaves us.
Despite the mess we may get ourselves into, despite the ugly things we may say and do to others (and to ourselves), despite the lowest moments in our lives…God never leaves us.
He loves us just the way we are and He loves us like no one else ever will.
Today I Am Thankful For:
1. cold floors
2. trips to the airport
3. call forwarding
4. a credit on a bill
5. the smell of firewood burning in the neighborhood
