Since early June, my life has been pretty crazy with my four year old, Christian, beingin and out of the hospital.
I’ve just not “felt” right for several weeks.
My weight loss has been up and down, my sleep has been very deprived, our schedules at home have not been steady and I just don’t feel good.
I figured it out. I’ve let my morning quiet time go.
Sleepless nights, getting up at all hours to infuse medication, I can come up with all the excuses in the world, but the bottom line is I let go of my lifeboat.
The one thing that keeps me going…my quiet time. The time I sit with Jesus in my living room to say hello and talk about what’s on my heart…I’ve let it go.
Not intentionally, but it has slipped away.
But wouldn’t you think I would be praying more than ever right now with my Christian’s medical issues? That’s what I don’t understand. The time in my life that I need to be on my knees the most, and I have been absolutely complacent in my prayer life.
I opened my Bible yesterday to Psalm 42,
“As the deer pants for streams of water,
so my soul pants for you, O God.
My soul thirsts for God, for the living God.
When can I go and meet with God? (NIV)”
I think God is telling me something.
Wednesday evening we went out on the lake with friends and what did I see? A deer drinking water.
Today I Am Thankful For:
1. decent Mexican food
2. a new blouse
3. phone chargers
4. house slippers
5. puppy breath
