Saturday started out as a really nice day. We slept in late, went to our favorite little Mexican restaurant for breakfast, shopped for our Thanksgiving feast and walked through the local craft show at the fair barn. We were enjoying being home.
After we returned home, I felt that “dip” when my depression wants to begin. I made myself keep “doing” and not give in to lying down and sleeping. That is dangerous for me. Around 2 o’clock, I was headed back to my room, everyone was doing something, and I just wanted to sneak away. All of a sudden my little “Christian” tugs at my shirt and says “Mommy, let’s make some cookies.” So we put on
our aprons and made cookies. He was precious! We had a great time.
I hung on until around dinner time and finally gave in. I took a shower early and went back to my room. But who was right on my heels? Christian. He would not leave me alone. He stayed in my room with me all evening. He brought in his toys to play, we snuggled and watched a movie. He was exceptionally loving towards me. It was a huge comfort.
You don’t have to tell your children everything about how you are feeling. If things are not right, they know, they feel it.
I am so blessed to have two, amazing sons. They are compassionate, caring boys. Their hearts are amazing. God has entrusted these two souls to me and my husband to raise and love with all of our hearts. How could I ask for anything more? How can I let my depression rob me of the moments I have with my family?
I just have to rejoice through my depression. Pray through my depression and in all circumstances give thanks to God so that His will is done in my life.
Rejoice always, pray continually, give thanks in all circumstances; for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus.” 1 Thessalonians 5:16-18
Today I Am Thankful For:
1. Band rehearsal
2. Quiet time
3. A long, awaited doctor’s appointment
4. Fun jewelry
5. My mother-in-law’s continued recovery from surgery
