by cazmac9910 | Nov 16, 2010 | Depression, God's Grace, Oozing
I’ve not been around for a bit. No desire.No energy.No spirit.No words to share.It’s as if life has been sucked out of me.Nothing in particular set it off…sometimes it just happens.Depression has just reared its ugly head.Over the past few days I...
by cazmac9910 | Feb 19, 2010 | Depression, Hemophilia, Living Life, Oozing
Yesterday was not pretty. My Christian had an ankle bleed Wednesday night, so he wasn’t walking and I had to stay home to work on Thursday. I had to get both of us ready to travel to Albuquerque for his treatments Thursday evening and Friday. My Lance is...
by cazmac9910 | Oct 24, 2008 | Depression, God's Grace, Oozing
It hits suddenly. The darkness, the coldness, the shroud of depression. If you have never expereienced depression, it is very hard to understand. “Can’t you just snap out of it?” “Go take a shower and you’ll feel better.” “If...
by cazmac9910 | Oct 16, 2008 | Depression, God's Grace, God's Word, Hemophilia, Oozing
I’ve been on a bloggy break for several days. I hadn’t planned to be, but life just seemed to really be happening lately.The last few days have been really rough. I had a situation at work that made me so upset that I have physically been sick. I hate when...
by cazmac9910 | Sep 25, 2008 | Depression, Oozing
This week started with a very successful business trip to Chicago. It was all good. Good travel, not being rushed, good business, good connections, etc. Then Wednesday came and I had no energy. Quick trips can really take alot out of you, especially when you are not...
by cazmac9910 | May 21, 2008 | Depression, Oozing
Over the past couple of months, my depression has been rearing its ugly head. The blessing of it all is that I feel it happening. It’s like I can step out of my body and see physically and emotionally what is happening to my body and mind. I had a planned trip...
