by cazmac9910 | Jul 22, 2010 | gratitude, Living Life, Oozing
I am really stepping out of the box this week.I am going to a retreat in Sedalia, Colorado Friday afternoon through Sunday afternoon. It is part of the class I am taking in Seminary. I don’t know what I am getting into.I am all alone right now. My oldest is at...
by cazmac9910 | Jul 12, 2010 | Children, God's Grace, gratitude, Oozing
Sometimes my “normal” just makes me a little angry.Why does my normal have to ever look like this?Why can’t my normal be that I am living in the home I will retire in with weekends to the lake? Or that my boys wouldn’t be covered in bruises....
by cazmac9910 | Jul 1, 2010 | Children, God's love, gratitude, Hemophilia, Living Life; prayer, Oozing
I took my Christian to see the surgeon this morning, and he said that the port needs to come out…Friday! The doctor will place a PICC line for temporary access until the site heals and in a few weeks we go back for a new port (and a lengthier hosital stay).On...
by cazmac9910 | Jun 23, 2010 | Children, Family, gratitude, Oozing
Fourteen years ago, my life began. I always go back to that moment, when my oldest son was born. I base everything off of when my life changed and I became a mom for the first time. I remember seeing him for the first time, the doctor laying him on my chest and almost...
by cazmac9910 | Jun 18, 2010 | gratitude, Oozing, prayer
I’m ashamed to admit it, but since I’ve been in the hospital with Christian I’ve not been spending time with God.Yes, I cried out to him when Christian was being poked while trying to place an IV, but I’ve not spent time with the Lord on a...
by cazmac9910 | Jun 16, 2010 | Children, God's love, gratitude, Hemophilia, Oozing
When things are out of your hands, what do you do? Wait.We are having to wait for Christian’s port to heal so that we can use it when we leave the hospital. Otherwise, we would not be able to infuse him when needed.Patience.Something my Dad had quite a bit of...
