Sometimes I want to crawl into a hole and hibernate. Not necessarily because of depression or sadness, but because there are times that I do not feel connected with the world. I don’t find a connection with those around me and when I am hurt, I don’t always want to fight. This is not a good place for me.
Six months since I have lost my full-time job and I am still struggling to find my way. I had no idea how much I allowed my work to define me. There is so much more to me and my life and even last week I was getting excited about some new opportunities.
But there are moments when you just feel “done” like well-done steak. You are tough with no flavor. I don’t want to be that person.
Today I Am Thankful For:
- a much needed nap
- BJ’s chopped chicken salad
- possibilities
- cold, tile floors
- A hug from a friend