by cazmac9910 | Jul 20, 2014 | 2Bros, Uncategorized
Tonight we went to have dinner with friends. They grilled steaks and we had great conversation. My “Christian” was looking forward to playing with their children who are both close in age. Our friends were so thoughtful because they had...
by cazmac9910 | Jul 13, 2014 | 2Bros, Uncategorized
Sometimes you just play the cards you have been dealt the best you can. You don’t even know the difference. For me I don’t know if I would know what to do if I had a child without a bleeding disorder! Both of my sons are extremely...
by cazmac9910 | Jul 2, 2014 | Oozing, Uncategorized
I am really good at beating myself up (not physically). If there was an Olympic sport for abusing oneself with doubt and criticism I would be a gold medalist. When it comes to building others up and motivating people to do their best at work or to find depth in their...
by cazmac9910 | Jun 24, 2014 | Oozing, Uncategorized
I adore my husband. We’ve been together 25 years but truth be told I didn’t know love in the deep, complete, overwhelming, crazy, passionate, selfless way that love can truly be until 18 years ago…when my oldest son was born. I knew my life would change,...
by cazmac9910 | Jun 23, 2014 | 2Bros, Uncategorized
Four incisions and a week later and port #5 is healing beautifully :)”Christian” developed a clot that has essentially become part of his body. The surgeons tried to break it up and it just won’t budge. Because of this issue...
by cazmac9910 | Jun 17, 2014 | Oozing, Uncategorized
Holding it together is exhausting. Today my little boy had surgery and I had not “felt” anything. I knew this port placement was necessary, everything was in place, and we were moving forward. I had been moving on instinct and logic and my heart had not...